the end draws near

i could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
watch you smile while your sleeping,
while your far away and dreaming,
i could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
i could stay lost in this moment forever,
every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure,

i don't want to close my eyes, i don't want to fall asleep
cause i miss you baby,and i don't want to miss a thing,
cause even when i dream of you, the sweetest dream would never do,
i still miss you baby, and i don't want to miss a thing

-Don't Want to Miss A Thing, Aerosmith

3 exams down, 1 more to go. study's been tiring but life's more crazy. dealing with different people, managing friends, even meeting new people! (just before they graduate and leave ANU!)
after a week of late nights and early mornings, it feels really nice to just indulge in writing again. listening to more chinese songs these days. one reason is because i dont understand them so it doesnt distract me; the other reason is simply.. because they are nice! i guess the 2 years in hwachong is really showing its effects on me today.

10 more days and i'll be on my way home again. yet another year has gone in ANU. hopefully my results will be what i had hoped for. then, i can proudly say i've survived and came out of this year triumphant... overcoming obstacles along the way. a good friend of mine asked me if other people are jealous of me, and because of that they might try to harm me. oh well. people's true colours will show someday and i just have to be aware of that.

when holidays come, feels like another phase of my life is going to end soon. wonder what will happen next. what will you do when i see you next?